Beautiful Day

Beautiful day…
We wait and wait
Morning comes and you can taste the day
Your skin tells you
You feel the warmth
Your first breath tells you
You inhale the scents carried in through the window
Blossoms are drawn out and come alive when warmed by the sun.
The sounds of birds singing joy.
But…
What about my heart?
Locked in the winter of loneliness…
I need the soft breath that whispers good morning against my cheek
My skin needs the touch of warmth from his hand to come alive
The only scent… my own mingled with the dead flowers I bought for myself.
Within is only the sound of a single beating heart in the silence of my empty room
Outside is a beautiful day…
Inside my heart is cold with lonliness
large with so much to share
And no one cares if I care.
No one cares to share.

And I am sick and tired of it all.
Wasted time on foolish thoughts.
Wasted thoughts....
I am out of time...
I am out of the mood.
I am out the door...

It is a beautiful day.

I've cried enough

I've cried enough
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kalidescope

Swirling, twisting, turning.
The meteor shower of my soul.
Glints of color,
Sparks of light
Twisting, shimmering
Always changing

Gems of truth
Bound in rings of gold
Words unspoken
Thoughts untold
Love deflected

A twist and images fly
Shaping again spinning back
The past cold frigid light
Shifting reflections of the past
Forming dark lies and trust stolen
Pain frozen
Gears broken

Turning motion seeing now
Showing shimmering souls
Already sold
Wanting to hold

Staring forward
Focus on the future blurred.
Glimmering shards of dreams
Waiting to fall into place.
All reflected in a single tear.