puzzle
very odd...
nothing fits
puzzle pieces
intentionally twisted
placed on a board
upside down
res
image by Katarina Sokolova www.katarinasokolova.com
I thought that once you had gone I would feel so alone....
I thought being alone would be the razors edge of loneliness.
But now that you have gone I realize....
I was lonelier with you - because you were never really there.
I realize now that you were taking away parts of me.
Now
I have the me back that was lost trying to be a we.
I realize I am alone and I may be lonely but...
I don't feel empty just being me
Not like I did when
I tried being a we with you.
It is better to be me
complete and free.
to love again...
"Surround Me" by Chris Sotiri
I am not sure how things happen nor can I explain them... be that as it may this man's music came into my world. The how isn't important... But the first song I listened to "Surround Me" exposed, expressed and exhaled how I feel.
More of his music can be found
Lyrics
Wash away this life, put it all behind
Won't take anymore, this tired soul can't fight
I am not afraid, to leave everything
There's a world, where I won't be in pain
Surround Me, Surround Me
I've lost what I need
Surround Me, Surround Me
My heart was torn away, ever since that day,
Never will forget, one fateful mistake
Visions of the end, play back time again
There's a place, where I won't feel a thing
Surround Me, Surround Me
I've lost what I need
Surround Me, Surround Me
How can one live, just suffering,
How can one live, so helplessly,
How do you live??
Surround Me, Surround Me
I've lost what I need
Surround Me, Surround Me
Surround Me, Surround Me
I found I'll never be
Surround Me
