puzzle
very odd...
nothing fits
puzzle pieces
intentionally twisted
placed on a board
upside down
res
Saturday is just for play
Soon I will be packing my bags
and be on my way.
No good reason to stay
no regrets as I make my way
Just fun and sun
lawn party and Croquet
Full skirts and petticoats
wide brimmed hats and just plain folks
One more week until tomorrow
leaving here with out a wit of sorrow
Hello world can you come out to play today?
Dear ones,
Some big changes. I will be leaving New Orleans next weekend. I am not sad about this in the least. I have never seemed to be able to thrive since Katrina... each step forward brought me three steps backwards. Every time I took a path I thought would lead to a better situation I ran into brick walls. I was losing me, the me that savors the flavor of life.
So, I am packing my stuff, putting it all in storage and going to go live with my brother for a while in Northern, LA. I am looking forward to a new fresh beginning and the time it will give me to choose a path into the future.
I feel great about it all.
Wren
within her slumber
her world was as she wished it to be...
If she reached out
her hand was held
if she yearned for his touch
his breath caressed her cheek
within her slumber
he was there
why wake to discover
he did not care?
slumber on...
Off to the beach again
no idea what is around the bend
I can't read your mind
Off to the beach again
to find new dreams
live with out schemes
Off to the beach again
I can almost remember
other times I lied to myself
believing in a we....
Off to the beach again
no we to be a part of me
Just me myself and I...
no longer believing the lie
until the next time I try
I have persuaded myself that I will not let anything rain on my parade for the next few days...
Whatcha' got in store for me today?
at exactly 8:26 I knew the phone would ring. It does every morning at that exact time. I don't need an alarm clock any more.
The bill collectors provide that service for free.. and again at this very moment... Oh god... not another Monday...
"Surround Me" by Chris Sotiri
I am not sure how things happen nor can I explain them... be that as it may this man's music came into my world. The how isn't important... But the first song I listened to "Surround Me" exposed, expressed and exhaled how I feel.
More of his music can be found
Lyrics
Wash away this life, put it all behind
Won't take anymore, this tired soul can't fight
I am not afraid, to leave everything
There's a world, where I won't be in pain
Surround Me, Surround Me
I've lost what I need
Surround Me, Surround Me
My heart was torn away, ever since that day,
Never will forget, one fateful mistake
Visions of the end, play back time again
There's a place, where I won't feel a thing
Surround Me, Surround Me
I've lost what I need
Surround Me, Surround Me
How can one live, just suffering,
How can one live, so helplessly,
How do you live??
Surround Me, Surround Me
I've lost what I need
Surround Me, Surround Me
Surround Me, Surround Me
I found I'll never be
Surround Me
